How to describe my feeling?! Shock, angry, still in disbelief, heart broken...deserted and my prejudice become stronger than before!
What make me more frustrated because it involved MY FAMILY!!!
People, you can juggle, mingle and play with my heart, but please don't hurt my FAMILY!!!...
Logically, this situation should not occur!...
There was somebody comes my way! And this is unfair! In my life this is my 2nd time to experience this unprofessional behavior. The 1st one, happened during my secondary school. I was in form 4 where my commerce teacher promise to class who score top 3 in this in coming test will be selected to present Form 4 Account 1 for commerce contents. So, I did become as top 3. But, the teacher did not meet her promise. She did not know, how shattered my heart! She even don't know how her decision cause me to become just moderate with my spm. Yes, I did still help her with her works because I believe soon or later my broken heart will cure as time pass by. But not! How I have just risked my future!
And this time, it occur once again!...in this age! Then I wondering...Do I dare to risk my future for once again? For this evil occurrence?
I NOT DARE!!!
I, I just need time...need time for awhile...to keep move on...to look at the bright side and sight...huhuhu
because life is not like a novel!...But, I do regret! Everything will be perfect if the 'good news' keep continuing...Life will be blossom,promises and wonderful!
But then, the Almighty knows better!
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